Tuesday, September 22, 2009


in life we should take risks
we should live life to the fulest
do everything we want
enjoy every single second
be useful.

laugh all you want.
cry like nobody is watching.
 help and get involved.
expose your feelings.
be brave and bold.

reach for your dreams
love evn if you'll get hurt
live and be not afraid to die
hope and always have faith.

try and don't give up
bre creative
be different
live up to your own rules

risk is a part of life
risk involvement
risk failure
if a person risks, he wins
everytime he fails, he'll rise up

in risking,
a few battles maybe lost
but we're sure to win the war

if you risk nothing
you'll dull your spirit
you might avoid pain and suffering
but you cannot experience
how to love, grow, mature, learn and change

but as long as you risk, 
you'll find happiness
no "what ifs" or "if onlys" will cross your mind
then your spirit will be free

remember only dead fishes go along with the flow.

Friday, September 18, 2009


funny that one day no one bothers to read my blogs and then the next day poof! i just saw two of my own blog topics being copied. and you know what i am not in the least pissed off or irritated by this...here is why:

1.  appreciate.  wow! thank you! although you copied my two blog topics and just interchange words, sentences or phrases still i guess you appreciate what i have written that is why you copy it.

2. enlightenment.  i just pray you will have one so that you don't get to copy other people's ideas that much.

3. gratefulness.  my mother taught me no matter what other people do to you, you should be grateful that it was only what they have done for they could have done worst.

4. spreading around.  at least my blog ideas get spread around like virus.

5. originality.  i know i was first before you posted that blog so at least i get the first kudos.

6. prayer. i really really really wish that you get to blend your own ideas. ideas are just out there waiting to be cultivated. if you can't write a whole blog just write a line or two then save it in your drafts file.  i know of a fellow blogger who does that.  believe me, ideas will come to you in time, i have been writing for our school paper since grade school and up until now that i am in my graduate studies.  it helps when you have an idea then write something about it. do not please copy ideas of other people. 

alright? so there you go.  i am not angry or pissed or whatever with you i just wish you have ideas of your own it really is frustrating when you can't write anything for yourself.


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

the law of the garbage truck

i have received a email today the subject of which is the "LAW OF THE GARBAGE TRUCK" i read onto the article and found it truly amazing, so I'm copy pasting it here... i believe it is of the creation of david j. pollay.. 
happy reading!



One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport.  We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us.  My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches.  The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us.  

My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy.  I mean, he was really friendly.  So, I asked, "Why did you just do that?  This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital."  This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, "The Law of the Garbage Truck."

He explained that many people are like garbage trucks.  They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of disappointment, and full of anger.  As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you.

Don't take it personally.  Just smile, wave, and wish them well, say a prayer for them and move on.  Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets.  The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day.

Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right.  Forgive the ones who don't.  We're not always responsible for everything that happens to us, but we are responsible for how we react to what happens.  Life is 10% what you make it and 90% how you take it!
Have a wonderful, garbage-free day!!!!!!!

Saturday, September 12, 2009

4 September 2009
12:27 p.m.


Life is a mere passageway
to prepare ourselves
for the life beyond

we are in a constant flux
a constant change
a constant need
a constant hurdle

life does not end when 
we don't get want we want
it does not end when we are tired
it only ends when we are six feet underground
bu then again, 
we are to live another life
in another place
in another time
in another space

Thursday, September 10, 2009

a warm cup

I nod, looking at the way you hesitate to take my hand so near yours, I know you’re already gone.  I will make it easy for both of us, I tell myself I will forget the feel of your hands on my skin.  I will smile and tell you that I’m happy for you because that’s what I want to believe.  I will hope you will be back soon nor say that I wish I were going with you.  Instead, I will keep in mind that there is nothing between us anymore.  It’s just that this coffee is warm and I am so cold

Tuesday, September 8, 2009


12:00 a.m.
19 april 2002

eyes fixed on the wall
everything in this world seems so small
the queen of the solitary room
often wondering what fate would bring
as i lavishly dream,
i'm waiting for the time
which can be called mine
young which i may seem
yet then i have a mind so keen
i can't wait to gout and show the world
what my life is about
a cowardice i am before and a major bore
but now i've learned to grow and mature
to become successful and sure
the solitude of the night,
makes me think straight and realize what's right
with a wonderful mother by my side
who taught me of pride
i've got to decided what to do with my life
and not hide from all the sly
and as my life goes on,
and with the help of the solemn night
i know i've got to be strong,
to be gallant and bold
to remove all doubts and pain
to relinquish all the hatred
so that in time i can be healed and mended
but as of the momemt, 
i'm the queen of the solitary room
waiting for the day of the doom!

lights on

11:30 p.m.
18 April 2002

hope you'll enjoy reading..


11:00 p.m. on the dot
staring blankly at the clock
soft music fills the lonely room
adding gloom to the sad light of the moon
i let my mind drift
as i allow myself to fall asleep
yet no matter what i do
i still can't seem to get enough of you
i've tried to set things right
but it just weakens my might
i've got this funny feeling that this love is wrong
but why is it that every time i see you my heart sings a song?
& i just can't look into y9our eyes
because i know i'll melt like an ice
my mind is now in shatters
as my heart rattles
i now can't think straight
i'm already dizzy from all of this thinking
& as i leave my lights on
i'll offer a prayer to the kingdom of Zion
to guide you in your sleep
as the night becomes deep.

Friday, September 4, 2009

take-out love

I remember writing this way way back high school.. wow!!! time has really passed!

Love don’t come in packages
It is not delivered in houses
Nor is it brought by air mail
Love don’t some in packages
So why are you giving it to me?
It isn’t fair
To give me a take-out love
I’ve got a take-out love
Its been given to me
Why, oh why, do I have a take out love?
Hands jammed in my pockets
Walking under the sun
Along with other guys
I didn’t know you are capable of being jealous
But why are you
Still giving me
A take-out love


i wrote this poem way way back college... hope you'll like it...

Love is the most expressed word by bards & glee men,
to most heathens, they don't believe in love
love is beautiful when you are cradled by something solemn
is it the reigning of the dove?
so pure, so soft & so white?

is it a canny feeling?
something so metaphysical?
is it a realm of understanding?
it is often in metrical
but it is something you have to be cautious about..

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Rational Psychology

1:41 p.m.
22 September 2004

I am not a poet
I do not compose anything
I cannot write a single line
or even rhyme a word

I am not a poet
I have not ideas cultivated in mind
Just a dark, blank thought
Which I cannot even describe

I am not a poet
I am just a nobody
Not a single word in this
Is considered poetry

I am not a poet
I am not writing poetry
This is not a poem
& again, I am not a poet
- i wrote this poem sometime in 2001 and i just can't seem to find a venue before to post it in, so i'm digging up old poems to post.. just sharing thought... thanks for reading-
a mystery of love surround you
fantasy is often sen in you
your features are one of a kind
you are a beautiful one
your golden brown hair
those eyes sparkling under the moon
those cheeks that often blush
that soft, warm & tender voice
your passionate kiss
still felt in my lips
the charming smile
that makes me weak
it's a spark of magic
a magic that will linger
you're beautiful inside and out
that's why you're so special

Tuesday, September 1, 2009


i have tons of work to do.. i am literally spending 12 hours a day at work.. plus when i get home i need to study for my MBA classes.. darn! i wish i could take a week or two off from work but sadly, i can't even get out for a day or two without calls from officemates and bosses who needs a help on things..

i am having a hard time to write properly.. i can't get my ideas straight.. i can't let my poetic blood run through my veins again.. i can't write.. i am soooooo stressed... i want to rest but i just can't... work load don't permit me to take a leave...=(

i don't socialize anymore.. i can't have time for that... 12 hours at work.. 3 studying.. 2 hours for eating.. 2 hours for travel to and from work and or school...1 hour for resting before going to bed and other stuff i could squeeze into that one hour... darn! i literally sleep for 4 hours or less in a day... i am sooooo beginning to hate all the work load!!! argh!!!!!

but nonetheless, i really can't complain that much since at least, i do have a job and i am getting paid but still i need to declutter... i really can't write anything now.. not even a single paragraph or phrase!!!! =(

i need to declutter my life.. i need to destress.. i need to do a lot of sleeping.. i need to rest... but how?!?!?!??!


I lazied up in our house over the weekend. I did not attend my MBA classes last Saturday and Sunday was a no work day for me and Monday was a HOLIDAY!!! yipee! So what to do? What to do? What to do? Decided to go to the movie house since I have long missed out on the movie UP.

Viewers of the movie were kids and adults alike. I love watching cartoons even if i'm already 23 but what puzzled me was a lot there were actually adults watching, not the ones who were tagged along by their children nor were baby sitting for their siblings, nieces and nephews...

While watching the movie, i then realized that watching the movie is not just kid's stuff. It has morals.  It has lessons. It teaches people how to move on with their lives when they have lost the loved ones, it teaches people to know how to choose and how to prioritize and it greatly teaches about life, family, friends and love..

So, you guys, who wants to be kids again, who are kids at heart and who will be bringing their kids along, a good cartoon-movie...(o'_'o)