Wednesday, October 21, 2009

for J

It’s hard to be with righteous people because at the end of the day, no matter how much you try to explain, no matter how much you say that it is the person’s fault, still, you’ll be the one at fault… the one to say you’re sorry… the one who gets all the blame..


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For J,


because in the end you will always be at fault to B. you're always the one saying you're sorry even if it wasn't your fault....

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

thanks be to GOD!




i was just preoccupied for the last couple of weeks and blogging was not on the top of my list back then... for the last month a couple of typhoons hit our country but the worst that could happen was Typhoon "Ondoy" (try googling Ondoy and you will see a couple of hits)  anyway, the typhoon was not that strong, i believe it was categorized as signal number 2.  Typhoons normally hit the country since we are a tropical country and near the equator but then again, signal no. 2 typhoons were not something you should be afraid of. we have had signal no. 4 so a no. 2 should not be something to worry about.. 


but something must have triggered the flooding all over the country. i have heard news that reservoir waters were released to prevent the breakage of the reservoir which added to the flood in most of the parts of the country... i have personally experienced the flooding..i'll be attaching pictures taken..





This was one picture taken.. you can see the very heavy traffic, actually, cars are not moving and you can see people stranded and walking and trying to go home.. luckily, i did not go out of the house..


This other photo, you can see that the water is continuously rising and is already at waist high of people and the bus is stranded in the middle of nowhere and the people there are already panicky due to the fact that they will be stranded inside the bus and they of course are worried about their family and houses...





in another picture, you will see that cars are already floating in the flood.. a lot of cars were destroyed during the typhoon...



even i myself experienced the extreme and heavy flooding.. it was friday night and i was rushed to the hospital and had a dextrose stuck in my hands due to hyperventilation after being rested and given a couple of meds doctors advised me that I could go home and take my rest there and do not engage in strenuous activities for the following day.  saturday is my school day so i've decided when i woke up saturday morning that i will not be going to school because first the doctor told me not to and second it was already flooded in our area, waist length to be exact.  so i've called up our school and asked to be excused for the class since i really can't make it but upon calling the school administrator said that classes are suspended due to the heavy rains and floods.. so i called up a few friends who i know are at school and asked them how they are doing.. i am attaching pictures of our school in flood.






















i was kind of worried for my friends who happened to be stranded in school and i believe they spent 28hours inside the school, trapped, hungry, cold, thirsty, wet and sleepless... i pity what had happened to them but i also experienced tremendous flooding inside our home...


though i was advised by my doctor to avoid strenuous work and activity i had no choice but to get up from bed and help in bringing all our appliances from downstairs to the other vacant room at the second floor but sadly, the flood was uncontrollable.. in a matter of 3 hours, flood was already in our second floor and was still rising up, all our appliances, including the refrigerator was flooded and we have no other food...we have to let the appliances be flooded since if we bring those stuff up into our third floor we will have no space where we can sleep...


but sleep was not coming to me,.... we kept on prayer for the rain to stop and the water to keep from rising because one more hour of continuous raining would leave us stranded inside the house which even might cause our death.. 


fear crept up to my spine and we kept on praying for the winds and storm to calm.. at around 2am, sunday, rain stopped and the flood was subsiding.. upon waking up at around 7am.. i was a bit remorse and happy at the same time.. sad because all of our appliances were flooded and was not functioning anymore, because all my book collections which was nearly a hundred was also soaked in flood and mud, because almost all my clothes were muddy and i have nothing to wear except if i will buy new sets of clothes, sad because we have no food and food at the moment was so scarce that we have to go at about 8kilometers before we can buy food because the nearest mall in our area was also flooded and most of the people were panic buying and had to get lots of food,...


but you know what i have learned after this? i was very happy and relieved after the storm has passed because i know, during the hardest and toughest moments of our lives, GOD is there to help us, to guide us, to lend a hand and HE alone can save us.. HE heard all our prayers and stopped the flooding and the storm.. i know it was NOT HIS FAULT why it rained so hard, i know that HE wants us to keep our faith in HIM during the toughest time of our lives because it is only then that we know we can be safe...


THANK GOD!! PRAISE BE TO HIM!!!!

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

risks

in life we should take risks
we should live life to the fulest
do everything we want
enjoy every single second
be useful.

laugh all you want.
cry like nobody is watching.
 help and get involved.
expose your feelings.
be brave and bold.

reach for your dreams
love evn if you'll get hurt
live and be not afraid to die
hope and always have faith.

try and don't give up
bre creative
be different
live up to your own rules

risk is a part of life
risk involvement
risk failure
if a person risks, he wins
everytime he fails, he'll rise up


in risking,
a few battles maybe lost
but we're sure to win the war

if you risk nothing
you'll dull your spirit
you might avoid pain and suffering
but you cannot experience
how to love, grow, mature, learn and change


but as long as you risk, 
you'll find happiness
no "what ifs" or "if onlys" will cross your mind
then your spirit will be free


remember only dead fishes go along with the flow.

Friday, September 18, 2009

copycats

funny that one day no one bothers to read my blogs and then the next day poof! i just saw two of my own blog topics being copied. and you know what i am not in the least pissed off or irritated by this...here is why:


1.  appreciate.  wow! thank you! although you copied my two blog topics and just interchange words, sentences or phrases still i guess you appreciate what i have written that is why you copy it.


2. enlightenment.  i just pray you will have one so that you don't get to copy other people's ideas that much.


3. gratefulness.  my mother taught me no matter what other people do to you, you should be grateful that it was only what they have done for they could have done worst.


4. spreading around.  at least my blog ideas get spread around like virus.


5. originality.  i know i was first before you posted that blog so at least i get the first kudos.


6. prayer. i really really really wish that you get to blend your own ideas. ideas are just out there waiting to be cultivated. if you can't write a whole blog just write a line or two then save it in your drafts file.  i know of a fellow blogger who does that.  believe me, ideas will come to you in time, i have been writing for our school paper since grade school and up until now that i am in my graduate studies.  it helps when you have an idea then write something about it. do not please copy ideas of other people. 


alright? so there you go.  i am not angry or pissed or whatever with you i just wish you have ideas of your own it really is frustrating when you can't write anything for yourself.


xoxo, 





Wednesday, September 16, 2009

the law of the garbage truck

i have received a email today the subject of which is the "LAW OF THE GARBAGE TRUCK" i read onto the article and found it truly amazing, so I'm copy pasting it here... i believe it is of the creation of david j. pollay.. 
happy reading!


xoxo,
vanessa


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One day I hopped in a taxi and we took off for the airport.  We were driving in the right lane when suddenly a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us.  My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, skidded, and missed the other car by just inches.  The driver of the other car whipped his head around and started yelling at us.  

My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy.  I mean, he was really friendly.  So, I asked, "Why did you just do that?  This guy almost ruined your car and sent us to the hospital."  This is when my taxi driver taught me what I now call, "The Law of the Garbage Truck."

He explained that many people are like garbage trucks.  They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of disappointment, and full of anger.  As their garbage piles up, they need a place to dump it and sometimes they'll dump it on you.

Don't take it personally.  Just smile, wave, and wish them well, say a prayer for them and move on.  Don't take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the streets.  The bottom line is that successful people do not let garbage trucks take over their day.

Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right.  Forgive the ones who don't.  We're not always responsible for everything that happens to us, but we are responsible for how we react to what happens.  Life is 10% what you make it and 90% how you take it!
  
Have a wonderful, garbage-free day!!!!!!!