CONTRADICTION

I thought that....

I'll never admire you
but my eyes keep on staring at you...

I'll never care for you
but I can't control myself not to worry about you...

I'll never think of you
but I keep on looking for you...

I'll never fall for you
but my heart shouts I'm missing you...

I'll never need you
but my days will not be complete without you

but most of all
I'll never love you
well in fact it's obvious...


... I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU...

** this post is located at my drafts folder and was originally written on 25 August 2009, 5:34PM so I decided to just post it.  What the heck, I don't even remember my inspiration for this one **